I woke up to this bleary morning expecting none other than another ordinary day, me without a voice, my son, hyperactive and ready to go, a bazillion orders to fill and no ambition to do anything. Alas, I have had a revelation. It has come from a fairy god (father…mother? I’m not sure) all the way from Scotland (me=excited). I’ve decided to blog about said revelation while it is still fresh in my mind and unbiased by further internet searching and the thoughts of the world.
Initial response? I am impressed. Perhaps I should back up a minute and tell you all WHAT actually happened.
After I stumbled into the kitchen (picture a zombie strut mixed with Lady Gaga’s thrashing, for that was me this morning) and sat down at my computer, I was surprised to find an email from a stranger. And not just any email, I mean an EMAIL that had nearly 5,000 words. It was from a random person I followed on Twitter (as I have been growing my platform with the intent of reaching all these people with my writing prowess!). This person, as I still don’t know if it’s a he or she and I don’t want to offend, literally sat me down and gave me the biggest lecture of my life. Sadly, I must say I deserved this lecture.
I am a writer stuck in the past. I long for the days of agents and ink and paper. It is my feeling that I can digitize my own books and have them on my computer, why would I want to do that as a form of publishing? Well, duh, here’s the answer folks, SO THAT PEOPLE WILL READ THEM!!!
Seeing that I work in a hospital full of sick people, I am faced daily with the fact that death is all around us, accidents happen, life will end…blah blah blah. Shouldn’t I fear never getting published? What if I kicked the bucket tomorrow? So why the heck am I not out there publishing my work? Fear? Laziness? Idiocy? Most likely it’s a combination of all three. Maybe I want to follow the good old agent path, too. BUT I have 4 books that I’ve written, a series that I keep saying I’m going to get back to eventually. So, revelation in short, I think I will e-pub these books and be done with them. They are a series of characters that I LOVE. I think other people will love them too. And if I still choose to publish another book the traditional way, there’s still that option. If I get a good response (hell, I’d probably be uber excited for a mediocre response, it doesn’t take much to get me excited) maybe I will e-pub everything.
RLL, my mysterious email writer, has implied that I write my manuscripts with a committee over my shoulder. This may not be an exact description, but apt nonetheless. I do seek approval for my writing, I need that justification before I believe it’s good enough to even think about publishing. But, what do I care? I know I can write. So committees be gone!
Now, don’t get ahead of yourselves. My life is a crazy game right now and I have no intention of having a book ready to e-pub tomorrow. But maybe in a couple of months, maybe after winterguard season is over and I actually have five minutes to my name. There will be a schedule. There will be plans.
So RLL, thank you. I appreciate the time you took to send this little wayward writer on her way. On a side note, can I say that the fact that you wrote a sentence in a Scottish accent had me very excited indeed. (Like I said, doesn’t take much). I’m also glad you took the time to watch my winterguard videos. Long have I wanted to write a book about guard, but the storyline has escaped me. It will be perfection when it does come, I’m sure.
As you will see, I have changed from the off-putting white lettering to black. I can’t say I’m very fond of this layout, but it will do until I have the time to adjust and tweak it to my heart’s content.
Would you like to meet the mystery author of the wonderful life-changing email? ME TOO!! Here is RLL. Clickity click click!!
All the best,